diary entry:  reading for another is a gift. I can read for myself but often I do not take my own advice....this has caused much hardship, I believe in my life. I am not perfect and I do not know everything and I am human...I truly need to meditate and connect with my God and Goddess and see what it truly is that I want and how to go about attaining that. Blessed be!

First of all, what I want, is to teach at a magick school or a program on magick. Divination.  Tarot, clairsentience, automatic writing..something. I find a group and then I am not happy with it because usually the groups arent as active as I would like it to be. I hope that if I can teach at a school.the students will be as eager to learn as I am to teach..and in that respect, I have found that in teaching--I learn so much from my students its just really beautiful.